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My house is finally all settled in!! Pictures will have to be in order, I love it! Now to just get caught up in school, it helps that we have the house rule that if I miss a class I have to buy everyone a round. Today should be pretty awesome, I don’t have to waitress tonight, and as much as I like having the extra cash I really need to get shit done (and then of course reward myself with kyle’s-devils-springs-death-punch…oh dear). I also need to put up pictures of my new tattoo, it’s not finished yet though…perhaps when I’m on break next week! I have philosophy in a few minutes and then I’ll start being productive!

Cheers!

SUMMER! for one week : /

I just finished my last final. Personality Theory, you can kindly SUCK MY DICK. I’m now hoping that my grades are good enough this semester, all I need to get is a 2+, which doesn’t sound that difficult but then again college never seemed that difficult and I never thought I would get myself into this situation. Oh well, it’s not the end of the world. Even if it takes me an extra year to graduate, it’ll still be two bachelor’s degrees in five years. Not too shabby. Oh, signing the lease on my new place today. I’m nervous about it though, I’m sure I’ll shake it off though. I’m more nervous for the summer, eff summer classes, that shit is going to blow. Also, hello summer of full time job, school, no apartment, no Katie, and no car : (. Suckfest. Blarghh, I’m wasting time in the library right now because I have a financial aid meeting at 11 to see if my tap and pell can go towards summer classes. $1,270 is a tit bit much for two classes. Summer vacation though, even if it’s only until June 1.

Trying not to get too far ahead of myself.

So, Devin invited me to move to California with him. I of course said yes, for months now I feel like the Universe has been telling me to. Where we’ll go is about 1 hour from San Francisco, and about 35 minutes from Santa Cruz. I’ve been on craigslist looking at apartment prices and available jobs. I think I’ll really regret if I don’t do this, worst comes to worst I can always go back. I’ve been reconnecting with friends who are now out there as well so I should have atleast 5 contacts before I go out there. Now to just live cheap, work like hell and save my money. I’m excited for this, and although it’s new and scary and I have so many people that I love here, I think I  need this kind of an experience. 

I’ve just been really optimistic today, I woke up in zombie mode but as soon as I got out of class and walked home I’ve been super happy. This weekend is going to be awesome, I hope that Katie and I can get some quality time together, I always feel off if her and I haven’t connected in awhile. I also look forward to her party and OH fest, not to mention Lemuria the next day, this weekend is going to be great. So much to do for so cheap! Speaking of cheap, I could get use to this no cell phone thing, it’s really not that bad after the first couple of days, I think I might just get rid of it for good, and get a track phone for emergencies but other than that just continue to use gmail and skype. I hope that I can maintain this optimistic outlook on things. I also figured out what it is that I like about smoking, it allows me 5-7 minutes to take a break and just think about myself, breath in, breath out. I’m doing an experiment to see if I can substitute it for another behavior, I really don’t ever get cravings and only smoke occasionally but it’s still more than  I’d like to. I wish that i found it disgusting. I’m starting to get sleeping, looks like it might be time to turn on some firefly and go to bed, big day tomorrow. Goodnight all! 

Kat

Update

I am loving this point in my life. I could use some more sleep but it’s a sacrifice I’m willing to make considering how much fun I’m having. I should probably be a better student but I don’t usually have a hard time in my classes which is pretty radtastic. Pi day yesturday was also full of win.

summer thus far

I need to stop being such a workoholic, I work a minimum of 70hrs/wk between both jobs, I am DRAINED. I was hoping to be loaded, but I’m not. I’ll probably have to take my car of the road, oh well…not the end of the world. On a positive note, the apartment is nice, the few rare moments I get to be with Ben I’m always really happy. I’ve been working out a ton also, it makes me feel great. I HAVE ABS! I got to see a ton of friends this past friday at my party and it was worth sacrificing an evening to myself, I really miss some of those kids. Devin is leaving in less than two weeks and I’m a shitty person and keep ignoring the fact as if that’ll change the inevitable, I’m really going to miss him. I’m not even going to get into the whole Katie leaving thing, I will be a wreck for sure. Kim has been talking about graduating this year and where she will go from there. STOP GROWING UP AND GOING AWAY FRIENDS. Well thats all for now, must not let the curry burn! ‘Night.

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Today has been kind of bleccchhh, but seeing I’m trying pretty hard to be positive lately I’ll refrain from listing negatives. I went to cooperstown today, froze my butt off but saw some neat stuff, saw the lake ( I used that as my getaway place over the summer when ever I was feeling sad). I also went to Meema and Bompa’s to see the puppies, they and Jade were very cute. I spent my day with Katie and Devin for the most part. I fixed my car with my dad today, and that was alrightl. Started school this week, so far I like SUCO a bunch, even my crappy Western Civ class isn’t that bad, just early. All in all I’ve had a pretty okay week, I’m quitting smoking, today was day four, I’m proud of myself, I keep telling Ben that I’m proud of him. The only thing that’s overly bothered me today is when people don’t say “thank you”, come on, it’s just two words. It doesn’t kill to have manners.

You’re Welcome.

BLAH, again…

I can’t believe christmas break is almost over, I feel like I’ve done nothing. I need to get a lot of things sorted out, school, money, work, etc. Seeing as I’m having no luck with any of those things I’ve been rebeling (procrastinating) which makes me feel like even more of a bum. Basically, I need to sort out some junk…and do laundry.

huzzah

Today was a really good day, I saw an old friend who I hadn’t seen in probably a year and a half but always felt very connected with, and a friend that I hadn’t seen since over the summer. We had fun in Albany and watched “Bolt” an animated movie about a dog, it was cute and in 3D. 3D glasses look way different from how they used to, mine had black frames and actually kind of looked like the glasses I own. I got in some good talking today, I love reconnecting with nice people who deserve it. I also hung out with Katie and Jordan whom both I love. My rats are now fed and happy, Ben had a good day, and Borris is being snuggly. I paid my car insurance today, I still have to work on my phone bill some more, but relieving myself of some…hassles I think it’ll be worth it in the long run. My New Years resolution was to not let people manipulate or take advantage of me and I think that was a good place to start. I’m growing a little impatient of my “pending status” but that’s okay, it’ll work out I’m sure. Well thats all for now, good night and sweet dreams.

bleh.

I wish something good would happen, I am dying for some excitement.

a slight moment of optimism

So, I feel like things have got to start looking up, please?