April 2012
1 post
September 2010
1 post
Barfaroni elf lips.
My house is finally all settled in!! Pictures will have to be in order, I love it! Now to just get caught up in school, it helps that we have the house rule that if I miss a class I have to buy everyone a round. Today should be pretty awesome, I don’t have to waitress tonight, and as much as I like having the extra cash I really need to get shit done (and then of course reward myself with...
May 2010
1 post
SUMMER! for one week : /
I just finished my last final. Personality Theory, you can kindly SUCK MY DICK. I’m now hoping that my grades are good enough this semester, all I need to get is a 2+, which doesn’t sound that difficult but then again college never seemed that difficult and I never thought I would get myself into this situation. Oh well, it’s not the end of the world. Even if it takes me an extra...
April 2010
1 post
Trying not to get too far ahead of myself.
So, Devin invited me to move to California with him. I of course said yes, for months now I feel like the Universe has been telling me to. Where we’ll go is about 1 hour from San Francisco, and about 35 minutes from Santa Cruz. I’ve been on craigslist looking at apartment prices and available jobs. I think I’ll really regret if I don’t do this, worst comes to worst I can...
March 2010
1 post
Update
I am loving this point in my life. I could use some more sleep but it’s a sacrifice I’m willing to make considering how much fun I’m having. I should probably be a better student but I don’t usually have a hard time in my classes which is pretty radtastic. Pi day yesturday was also full of win.
July 2009
1 post
summer thus far
I need to stop being such a workoholic, I work a minimum of 70hrs/wk between both jobs, I am DRAINED. I was hoping to be loaded, but I’m not. I’ll probably have to take my car of the road, oh well…not the end of the world. On a positive note, the apartment is nice, the few rare moments I get to be with Ben I’m always really happy. I’ve been working out a ton also, it...
January 2009
3 posts
I have no good titles
Today has been kind of bleccchhh, but seeing I’m trying pretty hard to be positive lately I’ll refrain from listing negatives. I went to cooperstown today, froze my butt off but saw some neat stuff, saw the lake ( I used that as my getaway place over the summer when ever I was feeling sad). I also went to Meema and Bompa’s to see the puppies, they and Jade were very cute. I spent...
BLAH, again...
I can’t believe christmas break is almost over, I feel like I’ve done nothing. I need to get a lot of things sorted out, school, money, work, etc. Seeing as I’m having no luck with any of those things I’ve been rebeling (procrastinating) which makes me feel like even more of a bum. Basically, I need to sort out some junk…and do laundry.
huzzah
Today was a really good day, I saw an old friend who I hadn’t seen in probably a year and a half but always felt very connected with, and a friend that I hadn’t seen since over the summer. We had fun in Albany and watched “Bolt” an animated movie about a dog, it was cute and in 3D. 3D glasses look way different from how they used to, mine had black frames and actually kind...
December 2008
1 post
bleh.
I wish something good would happen, I am dying for some excitement.
November 2008
2 posts
a slight moment of optimism
So, I feel like things have got to start looking up, please?
please leave me out of this.
Gossiping people need to get lives, I don’t care about their drama, it’s generally self inflicted, stop being retarded. Please and Thank you. On another note, still no luck with the job search, bummer. Today I’m going to make muffins with Devin and Katie, that’ll probably be neat, even though cooking with Katie can be…interesting. Oh, and I’m planning a trip to...
October 2008
3 posts
ladeedahhh
I’m starting to feel a little more optimistic.
bio.
So, just because you don’t know me anymore doesn’t mean that I don’t either. So just as a recap, I am a nineteen year old who still hasn’t given up on my dream of being an artist, who loves boots and chickens, loud music and climbing. My all time crush is Regina Spektor, I love riding my bicycle and buying myself flowers. I drink atleast one cup of tea a day, I take my...
blahhh
Today has been an alright day, I was outgoing and I even pretended to be remotely athletic, I played softball with my friends, James and Graham, and the rest of their team, they were all really nice and supportive. We didn’t win, but we all had a good time. Yesturday was a lot of fun too, Kim and I went up to Albany and hung out with Cameren for the day, we met up with his friend Eric too....
September 2008
6 posts
sigh
I cannot get myself out of this god awful depressed funk. I don’t want to do anything, I’m trying to force myself to do exciting things but I just keep sabotoging them for myself. I can’t get over stupid little things, and I’m being a bad student, today my psych teacher made me have a meeting with her, and she recommended a bunch of stuff. Atleast I’m doing good on...
monday monday monday
Camping was a blast, it had been way too long since we did that. The only bad part about it was that there is something out there that Ben and I are both allergic to, and now we both have hives on our legs. Yesturday was actually a really good day for me I saw my puppy, got to mush my feet in some wet sand, I went for a nice autumn hike around the lake, ate smores, went to frog pond and bought...
bleh
I’m going camping tonight, I hope it’s not a total fail, but since it’s not the summer anymore I think it has a pretty good chance of actually happening. I saw the movie “Burn after Reading” last night, my personal belief is that Austin talked up that movie WAY too much, there were a few laughable moments but other than that, it was kind of really dumb. And I’ll...
bleh
I’m going camping tonight, I hope it’s not a total fail, but since it’s not the summer anymore I think it has a pretty good chance of actually happening. I saw the movie “Burn after Reading” last night, my personal belief is that Austing talked up that movie WAY too much, there were a few laughable moments but other than that, it was kind of really dumb. And...
Steve Buscemi is one ugly mother humper.
crap.
I feel like everyone is against me, whatever attempts at peace making I try, it’s not good enough, I feel like everyone forgets that I’m allowed to be human too.
August 2008
1 post
As summer ends...
I’m finding it very hard to forgive those who have wronged me, but am having a much harder time letting them go.
June 2008
2 posts
I’m freaking depressed.
errrgghh
I really hate big blows to the ego. As self centered as it may sound, I’ve always felt like if I don’t act confident and proud of myself no one else will respect me, kind of a “fake it till you make it” kind of deal. And I really don’t care what strangers say to me, they don’t know me, it’s the people that I’m close to, the one’s who know...
May 2008
9 posts
!
I’m exposing myself to new music and making myself smile.
today,
has been pretty decent as far as I’m concerned.
So...
I’ve started making comics illustrating my sexual frustrations…
zoot
I hate happy people. Especially couples… How did I get so bitter?
arrgghh
I’ve been kind of mopey lately, just the little things I suppose, I’m waiting for grades. If I don’t get at least a 3.0 this semester I’m going to kick my ass. My money is also quickly depleting, I got a job the other day though, but I had to turn them down because it seemed a bit like a pyramid scheme, I am not going to pay MY employer $150 to get started, fuck that with a...
last day of classes baybayyy
4 finals then I am SO done! I hope this weekend turns out nice, I was supposed to go to Vermont with Katie but that fell through. We talked about renting out the SUCO lodge for a night though instead, if we do that I bet it’ll be fun, and then Kim can come too. Next week is finals week, my finals schedual isn’t awful, I’ll be done on thursday, on friday I’m taking a bus to...
fuck.
I’m really stressed. I really just want some security and something to hold onto, and I want someone to be there to tell me that everything will be okay, and that things will work themselves out. I’ve been an emotional wreck today.
April 2008
4 posts
uncluttering
I have this amazing sense of liberation going on today, yesturday I quit my job and I couldn’t be happier about it, it was really weighing me down. I started missing things I never thought I would, like being bored I hadn’t had a good boredom fest in months, and it’s usually when I’m desperatly trying to entertain myself that I get creative impulses. Also, I will have a...
Today is a crappy day where I get nothing done and no food, suck suck suck. Perhaps tonight will be better?? Anywho, I’m stuck up at Delhi until 8ish which sucks, I hate coming home after it’s already dark, and I wish I could be home for when Ben finds out if he has the job, I really hope he gets it, I’m too poor to pay for everything, on that note HOLY CRAP am I poor, today I...
