Trying not to get too far ahead of myself.
So, Devin invited me to move to California with him. I of course said yes, for months now I feel like the Universe has been telling me to. Where we’ll go is about 1 hour from San Francisco, and about 35 minutes from Santa Cruz. I’ve been on craigslist looking at apartment prices and available jobs. I think I’ll really regret if I don’t do this, worst comes to worst I can always go back. I’ve been reconnecting with friends who are now out there as well so I should have atleast 5 contacts before I go out there. Now to just live cheap, work like hell and save my money. I’m excited for this, and although it’s new and scary and I have so many people that I love here, I think I need this kind of an experience.
I’ve just been really optimistic today, I woke up in zombie mode but as soon as I got out of class and walked home I’ve been super happy. This weekend is going to be awesome, I hope that Katie and I can get some quality time together, I always feel off if her and I haven’t connected in awhile. I also look forward to her party and OH fest, not to mention Lemuria the next day, this weekend is going to be great. So much to do for so cheap! Speaking of cheap, I could get use to this no cell phone thing, it’s really not that bad after the first couple of days, I think I might just get rid of it for good, and get a track phone for emergencies but other than that just continue to use gmail and skype. I hope that I can maintain this optimistic outlook on things. I also figured out what it is that I like about smoking, it allows me 5-7 minutes to take a break and just think about myself, breath in, breath out. I’m doing an experiment to see if I can substitute it for another behavior, I really don’t ever get cravings and only smoke occasionally but it’s still more than I’d like to. I wish that i found it disgusting. I’m starting to get sleeping, looks like it might be time to turn on some firefly and go to bed, big day tomorrow. Goodnight all!
Kat
